**_______________i believe* in [*\ magic /*]_______________

December 13, 2004

hmmm.. now at my ah ma hse.. noth much to do.. tired but cant slp.. mayb becos tml goin camping bah.. a bit scared. gonna slp in the tent. sure miss my bed de. hehe.. but theres waterfall.. wooo.. sure gonna be awesome! lol. . will update wif ya when i cum back. hee.. gonna take shots too... =D jus miss bitchy frens.. lol.. =) long time no see le.. hee... had been buzii. hmm k la.. a short entry.. tata and miss ya mmuuaacchhh.. ^^ BeLiEvEs In FaIrYtAlEs becos it actuali happenss..

_[blowing maGic* at 3:07 AM

December 07, 2004

hmm.. its was olreadi late.. yet still online writing diary.. tml morning goin to sch. for our 2nd audition. 25 gals will be selected. - - no confidence.. wad to do??? meeting celeste and shihui for breakfast. shall see how lo.. it is fated! hee.. finally meet xiao yu. he's so cute. small eyes and dark skin colour. lol.. he's reali a ncie guy. talked to peanut and xiao hei on phone.. wtf they indeed address mi as JOkEr? its becos of moi broad smile. =) --''' haha.. veri gay to chat wif them at nitex. they were interesting and genial. but seems lyk smth isn right. aniwae... realli very glad to contact them again. miss them damn much. lol.
chat wif aloe vera, kelly and mango pudding too.. hehe.. he is finally back! miss his sickening voice... lol. =Xx
kelly is a nice guy and mango pudding is cutie pie.. ;) bought moi horoscope puzzle. hee. my collection wor. nice!
long time no see apple le.. hows she? waiting for her to contact wif mi nehx. she's buzi wif her work.
gonna find a dae to go out wif cass! hee yeah? val? myb this thur. goin camping wif my family in malaysia nxt week. haix. 4 days lehx! kuku - - so mux miss mi wor.. =/
**DeSIrE noT fUlFiLlEd** SaDEedD.. yEt SoMEhOW ArE hapPi.

_[blowing maGic* at 2:06 AM

December 03, 2004

happi birthdae mummy!!!
hee... todae is my mami's birthdae.. same as katak. wonder wad apple gave him. lol. i bought cookies for mami.. lala said the cookies was great. lotsa of chocolates! hee.. reached hm at abt 2.15. i took the same taxi wif yishu and wei le.. they are veri nice. paid the fare for mi. haa.. we went to H'B. hmmm. tht gerl was dere too... singing all along... wooo... attracted lotsa guys looking at she nehx.. but i noe she was not a good gerl... tht was wad ppl said. stayin at hm todae... rotting~~~~ realli noth to do... haix. sianz... jus waitin fer the time to pass....
gonna meet up moi primary frens nxt weekk, lol... 3 yrs le... realli fast. reali miss them lots...
prob goin to park tml wif bong and moi cousin.. hee.. goin to the seaside realli great..
noth much to sae... flabbergasted........ - - nitex... =) stay happi. =)

_[blowing maGic* at 11:25 PM

December 02, 2004

yeah.. taufik won.. lol. he rocks yea? he so handsome.. so charmiing.. esp his eyes and smile=) he hav the attraction! a superstar look too. haa.. cant resist... he sings the dream was great. waahhh.. admire~ his new life journey begins from tat moments onwards. hee.. a new idol of mine. opps. not onli mine.. :Xx lol.
gonna go for audition tml... hmmm.. wonder how is it. - - pondering.. haa... jus found out tht conference king went to malaysia. no wonder no contact. haa. jus miss him... he is styleee nehx. heee mango pudding is a cutie pie.... but too bad he smokee.. :/
hmm...noth special todae... rot at hm... watchin tv all along. waiting fer tml... goin out! wooo.... eNjOy LiFe*
so cya tml.. and update again..
hmmm. DFS. jus hope not to argue again. peace* and luv* its not gd. i don lyk.
waitin fer ur reply. =) & nitex... --- being happi is the most important thing--- believe in urself, don givee up on ur dreamsss... shld hav confidence yeah?
hOPe * deSiRe fulfilled* ^^ smile**

_[blowing maGic* at 1:06 AM

November 30, 2004

haix. its another dae.. its gonna dec. hoo hoo hoo merrry christmas* lol.. heee miss sembawang park, peanut and xiao yu alot. tht 2 days was awesome. =) we fished, bbq and mani stuffs. wooo. realli hope to see them soon. hmmm. tht dae bbq was not bad. mr ang and miss neo came too. miss may tan didn cum but she sponser $30. haa.. actuali i miss her alot too.. tat woman wif attitude. lol. oh yah. last week i bought a jigsaw 1000pcs- precious moments- love is kind. lol. mi and my couzin managed to finished it in 6 hr plus. woo. until 6 in the morning. haa.. but the satisfaction was great. hee. on sat morning, went to work wif lala, kelvin, cliff they all. we earn abt $50. but my feet are bruised. very pain... red red. =( i was sick when i reached hm. sore throat and flu. terrible... haix. weakling. but i watched young teenagers like us on fashion fista. woo... cat walk lehx. mi and lala were lyk soooo envy... i stood down dere and watched. lol lyk a idiot.
he wif tht gerl? so unexpected.... we are shocked when we heard the news.stunned* freezez* lol...aniwae wad can we do? i jus try to walk away and ignore it. blessed ya. these fews daes are so sian... noth to do fer mi.. waitin fer ppl to jio mii out and play lehx. aiyooo.... somemore some debtor chasing after. lol. forget it. got the money not don hav. jus don keep chasing. i'm irritated. looking fer tuitor anione intro? k la. nitess. miss ya lots.. *peace* happilllly ever after =)

_[blowing maGic* at 1:05 AM

November 19, 2004

it had been a tired dae, in the afternoon met ru went to town to look for lala. first, we went to ramen restaurant to eat. i ordered a bowl and ma po noodles. kanna. so spicyyyy. i cant finished too. ru ordered for rice and meat, a ice cream waffle for lala.hee.. for dessert, i hav banana chocolate cake. hmmm yummiii.. after eating, i told mself, i wont visit this restaurant again. lol.. shopped around far east plaza, i bought a new pair of ear rings. $5. but ya noe wad?! mya said she cant buy 3 for $10! wah seh. wasted. hee. cheap yeah? went to heeren and cineleisure, to look for moi frens... and unexpected. we saw a gerl wif them. she was sort of a ah lian. lyk not happi wif us. lala heard she said tht '' the three of them are not even pretty'' to moi and her frens. she don look better lor.. haix. she's too proud. aloe vera told mi he oso regretted asking her along. lol.. aniwae. aloe vera and mango pudding was not bad. quite cute and approachable. i guess i was too ugly to face them. - - they told mi pinwen and quan man was dere too. but they left to other place le. haix. no fate... '' in silence i will care'' but wont tell ya, i noe its impossible i don wanna to be teased. so i rather keep to myself. i noe u hav somebody in mind, and i don wish to interup. '' it was love at first sight'' may ya be blessed and filled wif happiness. **
in the later evening, lala met up wif iryani, he was in town too. we waited for izuan, cos they wanted watch movie, the incredibles. lol. mya and her bf too. they told us to watch together but ru hav to reached at early , so too bad, the both of us left first. lol. he msg mi to watch wif him. but i was olreadi in the bus. and i wont abandon her. so thts was my decision. =) went to zi siang's hse and play majong. lol we lose money. without jin feng kap wif mi. lol. mi was wif ru mah, both beginners. tml gonna wake up early, my didi havin bbq. hav to buy and prepare food, i betta hav an early nite. hee. hmmm. oh yea heard tht our class bbq was cancelled. i donno wad happened. haix. ppl were unhappi abt it. they wish to hav bbq leh. can we do smth abt it??? hope still can carried out.
haix. monday goin genting again........ still hesitating............ back on thur leh. haiyox. if i go... cant work, miss my fren.... and other things cant do... wanna go sentosa !!!!!!!!!! aiyoooo. so fan... troubles and problems.
kuku guy told mi he lyks mi.. i donno how to react. i jus replied lol. - - k la. gonna end here and goin to bury moi problems and troubles. nite nite =) *peace*

_[blowing maGic* at 1:53 AM

November 17, 2004

nw talkin to jin feng and val, jus finished watchin a cinderella story, wooo. nice =) hee so touching. how i wish i was her.. lol faiytales ****** hope to be in the fantasy like the 6 disney princess. not in reality.- - '' it was love at first sight'' " a kiss take care of everything'' '' Believes in magic'' ''Dreams do cum true'' '' a life for happi endings'' ''once upon a time, starts now'' :D wahahaa..so, back to reality, i'm now looking for jobs, noth to do at hm ah, somemore so sian, nid money to buy stuff. lol. tml mayb goin to town, to meet wif kelly and his frens. and i oso hav an important task. LOL. wait for my good news. mao mao. but gonna to be tough. haix.. our class bbq is drawing near, but ama jux imformed mi tht she don wanna in charge of the bbq olreadi. ask mi to take over, wah seh, diff leh! i guessed she quarrelled wif shakila.haiyox. ask my sistas to help mi lo. nxt week my mama they all goin genting again, asking mi along, but afraid of boring. somemore i lost the camera tht time when i was dere! haven tell her lehx! lol. shito... hahaa. OH YAH, todae the champion last ep leh. Wooo.. EXCITING NEH.. lol.. i lurvveee the champion man. hee. as crazzii as val and ru. =) k la.. gonna end here, nite nite muackx =) ''miss u alots'' '' but wad can i do?''

_[blowing maGic* at 3:06 AM