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2004-12-13T03:07:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. now at my ah ma hse.. noth much to do.. tired but cant slp.. mayb becos tml goin camping bah.. a bit scared. gonna slp in the tent. sure miss my bed de. hehe.. but theres waterfall.. wooo.. sure gonna be awesome! lol. . will update wif ya when i cum back. hee.. gonna take shots too... =D jus miss bitchy frens.. lol.. =) long time no see le.. hee... had been buzii. hmm k la.. a short entry.. tata and miss ya mmuuaacchhh.. ^^ BeLiEvEs In FaIrYtAlEs becos it actuali happenss..

2004-12-07T02:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.. its was olreadi late.. yet still online writing diary.. tml morning goin to sch. for our 2nd audition. 25 gals will be selected. - - no confidence.. wad to do??? meeting celeste and shihui for breakfast. shall see how lo.. it is fated! hee.. finally meet xiao yu. he's so cute. small eyes and dark skin colour. lol.. he's reali a ncie guy. talked to peanut and xiao hei on phone.. wtf they indeed address mi as JOkEr? its becos of moi broad smile. =) --''' haha.. veri gay to chat wif them at nitex. they were interesting and genial. but seems lyk smth isn right. aniwae... realli very glad to contact them again. miss them damn much. lol.
chat wif aloe vera, kelly and mango pudding too.. hehe.. he is finally back! miss his sickening voice... lol. =Xx
kelly is a nice guy and mango pudding is cutie pie.. ;) bought moi horoscope puzzle. hee. my collection wor. nice!
long time no see apple le.. hows she? waiting for her to contact wif mi nehx. she's buzi wif her work.
gonna find a dae to go out wif cass! hee yeah? val? myb this thur. goin camping wif my family in malaysia nxt week. haix. 4 days lehx! kuku - - so mux miss mi wor.. =/
**DeSIrE noT fUlFiLlEd** SaDEedD.. yEt SoMEhOW ArE hapPi.

2004-12-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

happi birthdae mummy!!!
hee... todae is my mami's birthdae.. same as katak. wonder wad apple gave him. lol. i bought cookies for mami.. lala said the cookies was great. lotsa of chocolates! hee.. reached hm at abt 2.15. i took the same taxi wif yishu and wei le.. they are veri nice. paid the fare for mi. haa.. we went to H'B. hmmm. tht gerl was dere too... singing all along... wooo... attracted lotsa guys looking at she nehx.. but i noe she was not a good gerl... tht was wad ppl said. stayin at hm todae... rotting~~~~ realli noth to do... haix. sianz... jus waitin fer the time to pass....
gonna meet up moi primary frens nxt weekk, lol... 3 yrs le... realli fast. reali miss them lots...
prob goin to park tml wif bong and moi cousin.. hee.. goin to the seaside realli great..
noth much to sae... flabbergasted........ - - nitex... =) stay happi. =)

2004-12-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

yeah.. taufik won.. lol. he rocks yea? he so handsome.. so charmiing.. esp his eyes and smile=) he hav the attraction! a superstar look too. haa.. cant resist... he sings the dream was great. waahhh.. admire~ his new life journey begins from tat moments onwards. hee.. a new idol of mine. opps. not onli mine.. :Xx lol.
gonna go for audition tml... hmmm.. wonder how is it. - - pondering.. haa... jus found out tht conference king went to malaysia. no wonder no contact. haa. jus miss him... he is styleee nehx. heee mango pudding is a cutie pie.... but too bad he smokee.. :/
hmm...noth special todae... rot at hm... watchin tv all along. waiting fer tml... goin out! wooo.... eNjOy LiFe*
so cya tml.. and update again..
hmmm. DFS. jus hope not to argue again. peace* and luv* its not gd. i don lyk.
waitin fer ur reply. =) & nitex... --- being happi is the most important thing--- believe in urself, don givee up on ur dreamsss... shld hav confidence yeah?
hOPe * deSiRe fulfilled* ^^ smile**

2004-11-30T01:05:00.000+08:00

haix. its another dae.. its gonna dec. hoo hoo hoo merrry christmas* lol.. heee miss sembawang park, peanut and xiao yu alot. tht 2 days was awesome. =) we fished, bbq and mani stuffs. wooo. realli hope to see them soon. hmmm. tht dae bbq was not bad. mr ang and miss neo came too. miss may tan didn cum but she sponser $30. haa.. actuali i miss her alot too.. tat woman wif attitude. lol. oh yah. last week i bought a jigsaw 1000pcs- precious moments- love is kind. lol. mi and my couzin managed to finished it in 6 hr plus. woo. until 6 in the morning. haa.. but the satisfaction was great. hee. on sat morning, went to work wif lala, kelvin, cliff they all. we earn abt $50. but my feet are bruised. very pain... red red. =( i was sick when i reached hm. sore throat and flu. terrible... haix. weakling. but i watched young teenagers like us on fashion fista. woo... cat walk lehx. mi and lala were lyk soooo envy... i stood down dere and watched. lol lyk a idiot.
he wif tht gerl? so unexpected.... we are shocked when we heard the news.stunned* freezez* lol...aniwae wad can we do? i jus try to walk away and ignore it. blessed ya. these fews daes are so sian... noth to do fer mi.. waitin fer ppl to jio mii out and play lehx. aiyooo.... somemore some debtor chasing after. lol. forget it. got the money not don hav. jus don keep chasing. i'm irritated. looking fer tuitor anione intro? k la. nitess. miss ya lots.. *peace* happilllly ever after =)

2004-11-19T01:53:00.000+08:00

it had been a tired dae, in the afternoon met ru went to town to look for lala. first, we went to ramen restaurant to eat. i ordered a bowl and ma po noodles. kanna. so spicyyyy. i cant finished too. ru ordered for rice and meat, a ice cream waffle for lala.hee.. for dessert, i hav banana chocolate cake. hmmm yummiii.. after eating, i told mself, i wont visit this restaurant again. lol.. shopped around far east plaza, i bought a new pair of ear rings. $5. but ya noe wad?! mya said she cant buy 3 for $10! wah seh. wasted. hee. cheap yeah? went to heeren and cineleisure, to look for moi frens... and unexpected. we saw a gerl wif them. she was sort of a ah lian. lyk not happi wif us. lala heard she said tht '' the three of them are not even pretty'' to moi and her frens. she don look better lor.. haix. she's too proud. aloe vera told mi he oso regretted asking her along. lol.. aniwae. aloe vera and mango pudding was not bad. quite cute and approachable. i guess i was too ugly to face them. - - they told mi pinwen and quan man was dere too. but they left to other place le. haix. no fate... '' in silence i will care'' but wont tell ya, i noe its impossible i don wanna to be teased. so i rather keep to myself. i noe u hav somebody in mind, and i don wish to interup. '' it was love at first sight'' may ya be blessed and filled wif happiness. **
in the later evening, lala met up wif iryani, he was in town too. we waited for izuan, cos they wanted watch movie, the incredibles. lol. mya and her bf too. they told us to watch together but ru hav to reached at early , so too bad, the both of us left first. lol. he msg mi to watch wif him. but i was olreadi in the bus. and i wont abandon her. so thts was my decision. =) went to zi siang's hse and play majong. lol we lose money. without jin feng kap wif mi. lol. mi was wif ru mah, both beginners. tml gonna wake up early, my didi havin bbq. hav to buy and prepare food, i betta hav an early nite. hee. hmmm. oh yea heard tht our class bbq was cancelled. i donno wad happened. haix. ppl were unhappi abt it. they wish to hav bbq leh. can we do smth abt it??? hope still can carried out.
haix. monday goin genting again........ still hesitating............ back on thur leh. haiyox. if i go... cant work, miss my fren.... and other things cant do... wanna go sentosa !!!!!!!!!! aiyoooo. so fan... troubles and problems.
kuku guy told mi he lyks mi.. i donno how to react. i jus replied lol. - - k la. gonna end here and goin to bury moi problems and troubles. nite nite =) *peace*

2004-11-17T03:06:00.000+08:00

nw talkin to jin feng and val, jus finished watchin a cinderella story, wooo. nice =) hee so touching. how i wish i was her.. lol faiytales ****** hope to be in the fantasy like the 6 disney princess. not in reality.- - '' it was love at first sight'' " a kiss take care of everything'' '' Believes in magic'' ''Dreams do cum true'' '' a life for happi endings'' ''once upon a time, starts now'' :D wahahaa..so, back to reality, i'm now looking for jobs, noth to do at hm ah, somemore so sian, nid money to buy stuff. lol. tml mayb goin to town, to meet wif kelly and his frens. and i oso hav an important task. LOL. wait for my good news. mao mao. but gonna to be tough. haix.. our class bbq is drawing near, but ama jux imformed mi tht she don wanna in charge of the bbq olreadi. ask mi to take over, wah seh, diff leh! i guessed she quarrelled wif shakila.haiyox. ask my sistas to help mi lo. nxt week my mama they all goin genting again, asking mi along, but afraid of boring. somemore i lost the camera tht time when i was dere! haven tell her lehx! lol. shito... hahaa. OH YAH, todae the champion last ep leh. Wooo.. EXCITING NEH.. lol.. i lurvveee the champion man. hee. as crazzii as val and ru. =) k la.. gonna end here, nite nite muackx =) ''miss u alots'' '' but wad can i do?''

2004-11-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

now at ah ma hse.. tonite staying over. todae went to malaysia wif my mom, aunt, didi and wee seng. went to eat bak gud teh, wooo very full.. very nice leh =) hee.. den went to do facial, to remove my blackheads. lol. ai mei hor. :P but mama asked mi to, so i go lohx. =) and didi went to cut his hair as well. after tht, went to holi plaza to shop. mi bought THE SIMS 2, total 4 discs. but it was very very very very lag. omg :/ sian half. left malaysia liao, we went to northpoint, eat nasi brani, it was yummy, mani ppl queuing up. lol. after tat, my mom and 2 aunties went to look for korean shows. denn i saw the champion vol 2. wah seh. very exciting leh. i stood dere and watched. mani ppl were attracted as well. lol. long time didn go out wif la val bong hui ru liao.. lol.. miss those daes. tml mayb goin out wif mya and lala to gelyang. = ) den ru working tml as waitress. hee k la.. i'll stop here.. continue tml yea?gonna conference wf jin feng val ru wj le... hee gd nitex. =)

2004-11-03T01:32:00.000+08:00

its a tired dae after goin out wif her. hmpt. feeling irritated and annoyed. haix don even wanna tok to her ah. pull a long face to let her see. =( noth to do again. went to northpoint and shop. she gave mi $50 to buy clothes, but i wanna hav my air-con fixed, but i donno why she don wan. haix. hate her ah! its late le, talkin to lilin. not feelin gd.. tml den continue. cya.. =)

2004-10-31T15:17:00.005+08:00

yester went to bugis wif jin feng and his gang,lala, val and ruru. i went to collect the skirt.after that, the 4 of us went to took neoprints.:D looonng time didn take wif them le.the effect was fine. still not too bad. jin feng and his gang left bugis when we are taking neoprint. so sao xin. cant wait for us. hmpt. tht kuku jin feng lied to mi some more. moroon.=( we decided to go town from bugis, but ruru disagree. she wanna go hm and watch the champion,she was begging us to go back wif her, but we insisted. haa. in the end she left herself and we travel to town. lol. the 3 of us gave up on the champion, wanna borrow the vcd from somebdy? haa.. yea~ =) we went to town and had fun. lol. kept laughin and giggling. hee.. mi and lala frequency wasn corporating,lol. its realli funni. and i was entertaining them. kelly called mi when i was in heeren. he said he saw mi. kuku. he shouted my name but i donno. kept talkin to my friens. he was at lucky plaza. haa. he said he will intro handsome guys to mi. will my sistas along. =)
when back to bp, went to g mall to eat cheese prata. hmmm. yummyy. the melted cheeseeee.. lol! my fav. after chattin and eating. val's dad delivered mi hm. =) lol. betta. no nid to walk hm.
he broke up wif mi.i donnoe why. for the passed 2 days we didn contact at all. actuali i wanna broke up wif him nxt week. becos this sat was their new year. didn expect he was soo cruel. i was stunned when i read his msg.i don expect this to happened too. in fact i feel tht we're not suitable, i'll choose a chinese bf nxt time. no more malay. the gift that i bought for him is still wif mi. i have no chance to give it to him. i will give to him as last gift. i'm disappointed cos theres some feelings for him. but not much. i'll recover in time. i'm still the cheerful and blur blur pwincess* =)( my broad smile) oh ya!!!!! 3e3 bbq is confirmed. on 26 nov. yeahh... mus cum wor. 3e3 classmates.. will invite the teachers as well.. hee=) 3e3 rocks! **weee** wee**

2004-10-31T15:17:00.004+08:00

todae went to jurong point wif val val.To shop for her stuff. hee long time didn go out wif her liao. at jp i went to the jigsaw world. but it was closed. from outside, mi and val saw mani puzzles. wooo i saw my Fav DisNeY PrInCeSs. 1000 PCS and tht was the one tht i wanna buy. hee. very nice wor. soo glad. these 2 days had been goin out. wif lala.:p we went to town, gelyang and bugis. went to bugis yester bought a pants and skirt. i like it. and lala bought a pants too. =) we are sweating like mad. lol. i pay deposit for the skirt. i told the owner tht i will be dere todae to pay the balance and oso take the skirt, but end up didn go. but i realli like the skirt, promise to go down this week! hee.. kor kor todae cum back from thailand. wonder wher he is..... **** heee.. my gifts tooo... haix. i still haven book the bbq pit yet leh.. couldn find somebody 18 to go down. perhaps i'll ask my kor? hmm. depends. but i realli wanna spend a dae wif my classmates. =) becos they are a great frien of mine. i treasure them. i donnoe why i treat ya lidat tht dae. i don meant to make a big fuss. mayb i jus miss ya and wanna chat wif ya. donno whether ya reading this anot and jus wanna let ya noe. this afternoon when i woke up, i saw a msg. shocked mi sia. donno how to react. ur feelings towards mi is realli wad u said to mi? perhaps jus a crush. for my relationships.. i hav no confidence, it is lyk will end anitime. for u and mi mayb we're jus friens. nothing at all... its nw or nv. hmm. don tok animore. tml gonna work, nid to wake up early. i'll end here. t8 care and gd nitex :D

2004-10-31T15:17:00.003+08:00

lol. hows my new skins?? hehe nice yeah? my darlin val val did it for mi lehx! haha so happi =) thank u ahh yii =P lurvvee ya sooooo mucchh. hmmm. todae i did noth much, jus clean up my room. after tht take a shower and went to plaza wif ru. meet ben, ruifeng, wee seng and katak. ben treat us ICE CREAM hmmm. yummy. i chose green tea flavour. ru chose caramel =) they all said tht green tea not nice, a weird taste, but i don think so leh. its okie. lol den donno hu sae, u everythin oso green tea. lol.its goin to reach 9, katak hav to go,therefore they decided to take a taxi,haha we saw cheng hao. he stayed near katak, so ben, katak and him took taxi home together. lol. new friens =) after tht i passed vcd to lilin. and rush back hm to watched the champion vol 2. hehe nice rite. exciting. woooo. tht slut yilin wanna snatched kaixin's bf. hmpt. toro leh! lol. :P todae's mood not bad. haha =) i'll stop here. cya :D tc.. nite =)

2004-10-31T15:17:00.000+08:00

hehe. jus woke up. very tired sia, yester slept at 4 after talkin to lilin. lol. she sent mi home at 12 plus too. haa.. she's a nice person yeah? she is oso paiseh to look at mi too. =) went to lot 1 wif lala, and we took neoprint. lol. SiStaS lehx! lol :D moderlin practice somemore..wahaha. it has been holi le.. still no jobs! no money leh.. how??? i wanna buy alot of things! no $$$$$$$$$ haix poor thing. oh yah i thought of setting up chalet for my class during holidays? hows the idea? 3e3 mah. good memories =) yeah? i'll look into it lor. now lala and ruru at town, ru wanna try levis jeans i think. den gonna meet them lata. k la.. i'll end here and chat wif val =) byeeeeee tc..

2004-10-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

jus reached hm from plaza and ru's hse. hmm. not realli feeling tired, afternoon slept a while. actualli todae we're goin to the interview for shooting i think, but was cancelled, la and ru had their netball until late evening. they are dead beat and somemore the venue was at orchard singapore shopping centre. so far and need to be dere be4 8. at 7 plus, la ru val ah hui ah min and a guy we went to hav dinner together, haha when la asked for his name, he indeed said donno! lol, shy la.. see chio bu den lidat! wahaha =) after dinner, we went to ru's hse to watch THE CHAMPION. wah seh! handsome lor... the toro and ivan jackson !! piang ay, see liao wanna faint. hehe too excited liao :P uh. tml is the last dae of sch. haiyox. gonna receive my report book, sure disappointed. bong and ru had one well i guess. so envy, =( oh yah, mom in at genting rite now,haha so happi, bed is mine! yeah =) but i think gonna be back tml??? haix. hav to slp wif her =( so squeezzy.... yah, hav to thankx feng for buying the disney princessees handphone cover for mi.. hehe thankx alot.. i lyk it veri much, prettiii lehx... haha :D oh 1 more thing, i'm oso disappointed in ya, i donno wad to do lor. i mayb not important to u, or u don realli lyk mi. if yes, den don waste ur time on mi. get a better gal. i guess both of us made a wrong move at the first time. nid time to think abt it. i'm not sure either. :/ k la... gonna end here and chat on the phone =) byebyieee gd nitex muackkx

2004-10-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

now at my ah ma hse. jus came back from the sir building, changed new pic for my passport. haix soo tiireed. toddae in sch was so sian. listen to the talks, toopid guys singing. lol. he was so funnii. lala was sick todae. fever i guess. haha she was fit de hor. this time mayb caught in the rain den fever bah. my f&n alamak. 41.5 onli... saded. worse than my poa! haix. i'm such a failure. lol i told my mom tht i gonna jump down frm the building, if i retain or drop den she was shocked. she said why lidat, i feed u until so big. how can lidat?! lol i think i was serious. =/ haix.. *pray hard* for this friday. hmmm... nxt time prob gonna snorkeling on tue wed and thur. yeah! :D i was realli bad luck this month i guesss.. first, camera lost! second bill exploded! third, bad resultss! wah seh... realli can take my life arh.. mi brother will help me with taking my life :D <----- From Mi idiotic brother. he got pimple!:P tht time laugh at mi!

2004-10-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

finally got back home.. i took a bathe and i was here.. feelin tired and warm* becos mi anqi and val were walking in the rain and travelling around. hehe. quite fun todae.. went to orchard wif all the guys.. watchin the oujia board.. alamak. it was horrible and terrible... lucky my darling val val have her jacket. if not i would be freezing and shocked to death. haha. to cover myself. haha he was beside mi, and he was afraid of ghost movies too. lol! we tried to scared each other during the show. haha kuku. but donno why i seems to hav a weird feelings.. haix... donno waadd to doo! =( aniwae its was fine. oh yah.. todae hadif's stead was wif us too. wah piang. damn rude. i said halo to her with my smile =) yet she looked away wif an unhappy face. i was stunned. thinking myself was such a idiot. haha. i guess she noe we don lyk her. and she don lyk us either. i believed hadif oso donno how to handle her. haix. in a difficult position i think. i was tired todae. becos yester slept at 5.30!!! talkin on phone wif kelly and his frien.. gonna meet them nxt week. haha gonna bring my sistas along! =) i woke up at 12 this afternoon. omg damn tired. eyes pain somemore. atualli wana slp after taking a bathe. but ya noe wad?! i saw my bill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!!!!! i fainted. flabbergasted~ $$$$$$125.50!!!! total msg used. 2013 haix. sure confiscate this time last month was $99. aiyo... how cum so much???? :'( i don wish to confiscate........... therfore cant slp liao..... tml gonna slp until late late.. yeah... so happi.. =) not goin to let my mom noe now. mayb after a while, i think. cant hide aniwae. haix.. heart pain arh.. k la.. i'll end here and anibody recomed mi jobs?? haha contact mi yeah? k la gd nite =) take care..

2004-10-18T17:25:00.000+08:00

halllooo everybody, i'm now at genting's internet cafe.lol.. i reached genting at 5 plus in the morning! early rite. we set off from malaysia at 12. the journey onli took 5 hours. we check in and rest for a while den went to eat KFC. the food was not appeitizing. =( after eating, we went to the arcade, the DDR was removed. alamak. i was saded. therefore i could onli play the photohunt. hehe. i brought my camera. gonna take photos... =) i went to shop jus now. lookin for things to buy for my friens.but all not suitable. lata in the late evening, i plan to go rock climbling in first world hotel. and bowling too.Tml will be outdoor activities. HEE.. gonna sit on those thrilling rides, but not the haunted house. i was afraid of ghost. haahaa.k la... gonna end here and hav my ice cream.. =) muackz cya.. ;D

2004-10-17T01:48:00.000+08:00

hmmm. its another dae again. haha jus came back from my dardar- val's hse. =) i tried her foot massage.. wooooo* shiookk but ittcchhyy. i got addicted,and spent half and hour on it.Be4 that, i helped her plucked her WHITE HAIR! alot!! i tell ya. unbelievable.of cos i cant finished gettin rid of all her white hair. so soon, we gave up. ;D nxt, i went to played piano. aiyo i think i'm hopeless... i hav no talent in tht =( so sad. aniwae tml evenin i'm leavin to genting... :P will be back on wed nite. gonna miss my fellow friens and my darlin*. haha no nid to go to sch.... yeah.... =) take care everybodii . mus miss mi okiiiee... hehex =) i'll stop here and good nitexx...

2004-10-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

hehe.. finally i have a new blog! :) my dar dar val val made it for mi.. anqi was here too.. squeezing her pimple.. haha. val was very stress.. jus like a volcano erupting... all bcus of me. hahaha. yesterday somthing special happened that made me nearly faint. we both found our happiness on the same day. hehe. and today is anqi's second mth aniversary.. she is very happy. i will make this a short entry.. will update again when i'm free!